always.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

A round of applause please.

Had a great day out with bf today.
Watched Wall-E, his all time favourite.
He alr downloaded the movie & watch 5 times.
Anw treat him for dinner at Xin Wang HK cafe.
I like the baked beef rice&the desserts there.
Wasted some time walking around,
& took a bus home.

Now here i'm, checking out the fixtures for tml.
Excited de worsxxz,
midnight 7s was a year ago alr.
Now with different people,
hopefully things would be more fun.

I shall go dig into my PP poster alr,
thn it'll be almost finish&done with. (:

Soundtrack to mine life.

Super gay shit please lol.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

fuck, knn, cb.

SIA LA, SAME CLASS AS DENISE AGN!
LIKE A SHIOK DE WOR.

Monday, August 25, 2008

intimacy; into me i see.

Thou competitions are nearing, yet there's no motivation.
What's worst is the attendance.
Things don't seem to be the same as before,
when everybody get so excited when this date is nearing.
I don't like the way it is now,
everything seems so strange and different.
Everybody have grown up,
into each individual with each wants and interests.
It's so hard to make everybody,
to fight for the same goal anymore.

Be it rugby or lifesaving,
the same thing is happening. ):

Friday, August 22, 2008

More than meets the eye.

Seriously ah, i don't give a damm.
Lose/Win doesn't matter anymore.
All i want is for myself to enjoy the process.
What's the point of caring so much,
putting in so much effort,
when people take it for granted?

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth

I cried while watching parts of Greys anatomy season 3.
Thou i knw it's just part of the show,
tht they wanted him to die.
& all i ever want, if for my family to be healthy.

It's a relationship of love and faith

Ytd night i was watching bball with my dad.
& i said "Pa, you see yao ming leh"
thn he replied" KNS, look like a freak"
lol, his face&reaction make me laugh like hell.

Anw, today was suppose to train with pc.
& in the end, tian kong bu zhuo mei.
We swam 4 laps thn got lighting warning.
Walked up&down, with every 2 laps of swim.
In the end we only get to swim like i think 10laps?

Gng Dave house tml,
looking forward to the 50inch TV & Columbia inspired house.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Love without pain.

Reading blogs of my friends about W34A,
really does bring back a lot of memories.
I think i should post a few pictures up too.

But i've 722 photos with them,
i don't knw which to choose to post.

Posting this pictures,
let me realised i've gain and lose a lot.

Monday, August 18, 2008

As heaven & earth, i promise.

Things are getting so scandalous,
& i enjoy hearing those updates from people.
Might as just admit, clear things once & for all.
So we won't even bother to care
what's happening in between.

Prove it to us if we are wrong,
because i believe our eyes are not blind.
Or perhaps it's the enjoyment of attention.
But with the enjoyments,
i hope you still spare a thought for us to save us from awkwardness.
Love it or hate it,
i'm just speaking the thought of many others.

Anw it's the last beach trng before competition,
i hope things doesn't cock up at the last min.
I've been trng so hard and waiting so long for it.
At least i hope to win A medal back,
i won't be greedy wanting more.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Don't make me change my mind.

Okay great, i didn't regret going for the match.
My arms are like aching now.
I ran so much more today thn during touch matches.

Oh well, now tht i decide to play i must really take care.
Bcus nationals still water is just the nxt day after Midnight 7s.
& my events at the beach is like WOAH.
But tht's also if i'm selected to be in any of the 2 teams.

Mrng shift tml, must wake up at 6.45. DIE!
Nvm, for the sake for the money. (:

Back, Gone, Here again.

With you around, i feel awkward.
You were gone for so long,
i'm already used to it.
I don't need you to disrupt my almost perfect life again.

i'm seeing them again ltr, for a contact match.
thn badminton session!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

My mother say i ride on short bus because i'm special.

Currently in class now, last day of school.
It is super slacked bcus we're all in hols mood.
& we're watching meet dave now with our faci, dave. lol

Anw, holidays will start officially tml.
Which means it will be dosages of work & olympic.
It's good it happens during our holidays.

& going through the amount of events i have this yr at the beach,
i'm pretty nervous actually.
thou it's not something i never try before,
but it's so packed.
nvm, i guess i just have to try my best.
bcus my aim for beach is not to just not be last,
but to actually win for my individual.
kinda like fat hopes uh,

since there's heats & finals. ):

MY NEW IDOL!

LIKE FINALLY, YES LA!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

the undomestic goddness

Tml i'm skipping sch to go queensway with my mum,
in search for my new track shoe.
& thn drop by ikea since we got the whole day to waste.

Today went over to my grandma hse,
to celebrate my cousin's b'dae.
I ate 2 cake today alr la, 1 during Jas cel during beach trng.
Anw, now my face damm burnt cause of the sun.
But i'm quite satisfied today
cause i train board the whole 3 hours of trng.
& of course i ran a little to train beach sprint relay.
I enjoy myself more at the beach thn pool,
bcus i feel more wanted & not chucked aside.

Now bf has changed his sport for today,
instead of the usual night riding his playing pool now.
So i'm being such a poor loner,
shall watch my Today's in olympic.
Thn wake up early tml to watch the swimming events,
before heading to queensway.

Love is in the air yo.

Friday, August 08, 2008

My heart's so full i can't explain.

Now my leg ache a little from ytd pt,
& i have 2 huge blisters at the sides of my both leg.

A stupid observer came in this mrng for anatomy lesson,
she spoil our plans of partying for the last lesson.
Our faci alr like ask her come back another day,
but she is so thick skin & just stay on. ZZZ.

Oh, & this mrng my dad was so cute.
Cause we were listening to 93.3,
thn they were talking about some birds,
walking very slow across the street.
So i asked my father you bang any bird before?
Thn he say yeah, but not my fault.
I slowed down for them to cross,
but thn they flew to the car screen & bang itself dead.

& today i'm gna start working bakkwa at new outlet,
at bishan junction 8 today.
hopefully it's fun wor.
nxt week will be 3shifts of lifeguard duty at tpy.
i see money coming in, WOOOHOOO!
i need them to buy my new track shoe. (:

thanks cheryl for the new sports head band!

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Out of the doubt that feels my mind.

Apparently i skipped sch with DENISE today to finish my PP,
but thn i'm waiting for my advisor to tell me whereas to improve.
it's like i haven't met the requirement words limit,
i alr have like 3418 words can.

& so while waiting i'm watching grey's anatomy,
also playing my beat bubbles.
then somebody walk past and i got distracted.
i was so close to beating my lvl 19 highest score can. zzz.
thanks la hor, sherman khoo.

Physical later at bukit batok park, I hope i survive.

Monday, August 04, 2008

even the best fall down sometimes.

i'm damm bored, i'm blogging the second time.

tml me,denise&darwis is gng to skip 3rd meeting.
bcus apparently darwis managed to get free tickets.
so i'm making an exception to watch the dark knight,
since i always say i don't want those shows with superheros.

& now i understand why my friend watching this.
it was super funny at the start,
but i swear it was so touching at the back.
& bf laughed at me whn i cried.
he keep saying it's just for show, so serious for what.

now lessons just ended.
i'm damm bored in class today bcus denise never come class.
but nvm, today i'll go home early and finish the 10% left of PP.
thn watch Hot Show & Fated to love you.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i had a great friday out with bf.
you're all i wanted, believe me;
cause the heart never lies.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

living in denial.

i always thought i can be cool with things,
but i think i just never can be.
you make me feel like i'm riding a roller coaster,
always the one winning over my feelings & i've no control over it.
i think i'm such a loser.